never.ending.love.for.you____

Sunday, February 18, 2007

WORSE day of the year..or so it seems..i wldnt know for the rest of the year..
1)i jus gt ditced
2)Kaung myat thinks i saboed him...argh...its so not what i meant lor...i really didnt mean wad i did, or wadeva i caused i didnt mean it............but thrs nth i can change now..ill jus have to suffer the consequences..im really sorry.........
3)my mom keeps nagging...and its super irritatin

ok i beta ask fr tht ring back from her, she's not gonna wear it anyway...went for a night jog, but cldnt go far..think i started off too fast due to the angst and adrenaline...so i died ater like 1.6...then went to the multistorey carpark..all alone...and i decided to climb all the way to the roof......i think its illegal but who cares...its so peaceful up there...and the view is so much nicer..and i feel so free...no constrictions wadeva...feel like going there again...wish i cld sleep there..ill probably roll off the roof and die..though the roof's pretty huge..
dotx........i dunno wad to say la....i wish everything wld be ok when sch starts.......im sorry

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
10:48 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007

i shall be a nice bugger and blog tonite...dunno why, but i dont usually blog.
today has been especially weird, gt a special card from someone special first thing in the morning. then the rest of the day was just trudging along...Got a fun lesson of physics..I LOVE PHYSICS PRAC..but i HATE PHYSICS THEORY!!!so im strongly considering dropping my physics, and taking up Theatre ARTs...i think the ARTS rox..well, gotta have a chat with my parents bout tht first..
The rest of the day was weird....Alot of ppl were whacking me today. JY,DB,Jaime,Fabriz,Han An, Kerriann.....see im being bullied...thts like many ppl v.s 1...not fair..
and two ppl said im not hot,directly in my face...so sad..plus they said im not good looking.........tsk...nvm, i always knew tht...haha,looks are not everything i guess, i hope................................dots

i dunno wad else to say
i doubt ppl will even read the post
but well.....who cares, im so not in the mood to do other stuff....

dots.........

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
8:33 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

i havent blog in ages, if u look carefully at my last post it'd be like 2005...hehe
well here goes...orientation was FUN...OG 6 ROX..best OG..haha
Bridging course was ok....didnt die thru it, though i did miss one day, or two days?i 4got...
met a few new gerls thru the first two weeks, the nice kinds?Ama-mae..Cheryl Lousy... Wei Tsin..Genevieve..and Mai..haha...

well tht was first two weeks, then comes the posting of classes....saw my class 5.13...nobody i knew inside cept for Fraser and Wesley Chan...didnt realise it until later in the day-my class has the most number of gerls...haha...but the first day all of them looked quiet, i was afraid i'd be in a mugger class,,,,,i wldnt be able to take the peer pressure
Turns out the class has a bunch of real cool Jokers!!haha

Kerriann>>>Karrot Kueen(bday ic)
Jia Yun(J.Y)>>the girl tht retaliates most,nw has a crush toe
Han An>>Dancing Queen..Karaoke King(queen)
Wesley>>Guitar Boy
Jeremy>>bad suan-er
Fraser>>undescribable chairmen
Chaya>>oldest gerl in class, by 2 yrs
Michelle>>Rafflesian Convert!!
Jaime>>the girl with HCI bf, and quite violent(a sign of pregnancy?)
Rekha>>loves Usha(it rhymes)
Andrew>>the class well-being rep
KHAIRUL>>he rocks man..and he RULES

and the couple of the week:
Deborah(DB)>>cute little gerl who's been picked by Leon
Leon>>cute little guy who picked DB
"i only have one"

and these are the people who have made CLU!3 a success
i knoe there are alot of other ppl in class...if i left you out, its cuz i dunno wad to say bout you...haha, tell me if u want yur name included!

till nxt time

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:27 PM

GIVE ME A CHANCE

my heart is torn into two,
whether or not to accept you,
as a fren who would care,
one whom i could bear,
ive got my pride to hold,
my shattered heart to mould,
just when i've changed anew,
those who believed were so few,
maybe i should have never tried,
maybe im meant to be the bad guy,
but this i knoe is so true,
i really did love you

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:22 PM